My Story

Watched Harry potter yesterday....normal ba....watch it bcos i already watch the previous episodes le....think thats their tactic haha

days after exam is shiok...i can feel information and formulas are leaking out from my brain haha.... i am like a free bird now hee




yeah going orchard now...bye.

woohoo...exams over....shd be feeling happy lah...but the tots of failing haunt mi now and then....oops....i am such a pessimist!!! nvm....enjoy till the exam results are out....

this sem is weird....i start coming up with funny tots that i wouldn't think of....i have this strong urge of getting a bike licence....something i wouldnt think of one year a go.....can u imagine mi ridding this:

i tell my mother about it....i say i wanna go get the licence nex semester....she burst out laughing....she say that i am already kayu enough driving let alone riding a bike. oops...btw i am realli a terrible driver....let mi tell u my driving history:

1. After i got my driving licence, within a month....i bump into my neighbour's van and have to pay for his bulb for thirty bucks. my mother scolded mi upside down for that...

2. When I drove, my mother sat upright and seems very tense. And I get scolded for almost everything I do. sob.

3. I usualli parked into the lot that I dint intend into.

4. I drove to SGH when I had wanted to go Changi to pick my bf up from the army camp.

5. And the worst lesson I got is......I was caught speeding at 88km/h and not putting my damn P plate....that cost mi more than 200 hundred bucks.

6. that stupid car got clamped when I parked in someone else's lot in ntu. luckily onli 10 bucks. And by the way Yin Hong laughs his head off when he coincidentally saw mi at the carpark....

7. I felt super super stress when people horn at mi...

it seems funny hoh when i look back....but when the things like being caught for speeding realli scares mi....that stupid fat police shouted at mi for not putting the p plate...well i am a bit better after all these stupid incidents....but still inferior sob.

So do u think I shd go and get a bike licence? then i can go supper in my scooter.... ride a round singapore with the wind going against mi......getting sun baked in the afternoon....haha dreaming liao....i think i shd hoh....since i can cycle quite well mah(i know its different haha)....

I tink I should go and save up for the money first then seriously considers abt it.

these few days the radio stations and newspaper are busy reporting her "break up" news.....usualli i dun realli care abt those singers getting together or breaking up ....it seems to mi it's their way of life.....but then for stephanie sun it's like a bit closer. maybe it's bcos we grew up in the same country ....went thr the same education system .....etc....

the taiwanese say that they broke up bcos she is more successful than him....maybe to a certain extent it's true....how can a man tolerate his woman earning so much more .....i think i also cant stand my husband earning 100 times more than mi ....make mi look realli stupid haha...

but ...in my view hoh....i think my future husband must be in the same line as mi....not exactli the same occupation lah ....but same industry....it's easier to understand each other this way .....and when i tell him abt things at work he wont seems ignorant....i mean let's face it ....big proportion of life is spent on working. u can't possibly dun talk abt work....

let's say u r in the accounting biz and your bf is an engineer....then u start mumbling abt profit and loss account or wat balance sheets....he will give u that blank look...as time goes by u wont want to tell him anymore....then slowli .....slowli....and slowli ....the both of u will go out in silence.....maybe utter a few words about movies and food ...

maybe most of you tink that it's perfectli alright that couples are in different industries....and there are definitely a lot of sweet examples around...well...in my view, communication is a very important aspect....it's not onli that ......different industries have different demands also.....

construction industry: work 6 full days (official).....7 days sometimes....

accounting: slack for june to end of dec.....then peak period from jan to may

banking:everyday work 12 hours

sales: work while pple shop

.........the list goes on.....so if u r going out with an auditor....like mi....be ready to not see your bf for 5 mths.....and this 5 mths include valentine's day.....chinese new year....april's fool day....vesak day....good friday etc....so i actualli have to put up with the differences also....

i think yanzi bf also gave up that he has to always wait for her....wait for her to come back from dunno which part of the earth....wait for her to finish signing all her fans' albums....wait wait and wait....sian lo....then when yanzi talk abt doe re mi fa.....his bf noes onli balance sheets ...haha....jialat....how to be together...

I think I am starting to behave like a loner....everyday I woke up at 8....study my notes for 2 hours then I pack up.....eat macdonald breakfast at potong pasir alone(the onli thing that I look forward everyday)...then i proceed to the study room and mug....then when the sun starts to set....i pack my things...then walk home again.....everyday same routine unless I got exam on that day....come to think of it i dun talk till i come home....amazing mi....usualli my mouth cant stop when i am in school....either i am talking else i would be eating hahahahahaha.....

pls dun suggest that i talk to myself hoh...if i do that in the study room ....guess u have to visit mi in hougang.....

today i gonna change my routine abit....i going for a slow jog now....bye!

Have u all wonder how important is coffee to our daily life?.....I almost forgot until I ran out of coffee this morning.....I dint think of it much till I enter the examination hall....I felt so damn sleepy.....I was thinking on the MRT ...how come I slept for almost 6 hours I still feel so sleepy? And I already ate DHA....then I pushed the blame to the comm skils textbook(since i reading it on the train..).....but thenI finalli realised it.....the onli thing that is not on my routine list today is COFFEE.....oh my gosh.....luckily today i am taking comm skill not some subj that requires brain power...I shall go buy dozens of coffee....fyi....during exam period i drank 3 coffee per day....

I love coffee...hee

Today I took my first paper....thanks for the luck jos lend mi ....and also jia jia's blessing....guess I still need lots of it....haha

Today I studied right up to the examination hall....it's a memorising paper....I am not very good in memorising loh...and i feel damn stress when seems like things are jumble up...any way i love the feeling sitting in the exam hall waiting for the invigilator to say " pls start" cos i cant study anymore liao. haha..

I think I took too many exams liao....I dun feel any sense of urgency at all....it's just like doing a worksheet.....though i dun realli know how to do but i just kept writting. The gal sitting beside mi worse....i think she wrote for one hour then she start staring.....i tink she thinks i very weird is it? she kept looking to my side....if she wanna copy just do it at her own expense .....haha cos i also dunno wat i scribbling ....

no more memorising paper le....except law....but that is open book woo hoooo....but non-memorising doesn't mean easy

As usual .....whoever's bday my mum will jus buy a cake haha....yest we went to crystal jade to wait for 830pm....to those who dunno....cakes are sold at 40% discount after 830....and it was onli 16 bucks haha....

Yesterday.....my brother's ex-gf message mi....she ask mi to say happy birthday to ah hui...its been months....she hasn't realli put down....she still remember everything abt my family. She has been with my brother for six years....everytime I tot of her I really feel like crying....I guess my brother also feel guilty towards her...everytime when i mention abt her....he jus kept quiet.

My mother will say....as a woman she understands that its realli tough to put down. Someone u already tot u would spend the rest of your life together....suddenli he started a new life with another person who he jus knew for maybe a few chionging sessions. I am not saying that her current gf is evil la....and actualli she is quite innocent in this whole thing.....can i say is all my brother's fault? or is it they are realli destined to end....

For my family....we dun usualli go for those "happy for the moment" relationship....we actualli brought our gf and bf back home for dinners and gatherings....thus for 6 yrs she is like part of our family....most of the weekends she will come and have dinner or just watch tv ....thus i guess its realli tougher for her to let go.

I wish i could realli help her....though i realli dunno how to....tell her pls forget my idiotic bro who is now happily in love....or i help her punch him when he is sleeping ....haiz.....