My Story

oh my god....dunno how I dance with my time....nex wed (2nd nov) is my first paper....every subj is like onli half way thr....haiyo...and I got 9 subj to struggle with.

And do u know that those professors in NTU dunno that we are actualli taking so many subj.....when we tell them we are taking 8 or 9 subj.....they show us that shocked face....huh....they will say....u better start studying right from the begginning of the sem. But even I do all my tutorials ....I still have to study all over again.....and there is no study break.

Yesterday was terrible.....man u was thrashed....they show no fighting spirit at all....oh gosh mann I am still watching tv.....

I was on my way home at around 8 sth....I was listening to this ying yue ri ji by peifen( usually by lin zhi).....The story was abt this lady who actualli broke up with her bf because both of them love each other so much that it was stressful. sounds funny right? since they love each other so much then y break up....the guy realise it onli when he got to know another gal. he actualli realise being with the gal is not as stress since he doesnt realli expect much from her.....

But come think of it.....it do make some sense...when u love or like someone too much u tend to expect something...jus like when u work hard for your exams u expect to pass...u expect to be paid when u worked for hours....so in a relationship pple also expect some return when they give. when things dun turn out wat we expect we tends to be disappointed. ..

just like the guy in the story....he knows that he love his ex- gf more but he feels more at ease with his current one. In the end, he chose to be with someone who makes him happier. Usually pple tends to runaway from problems and things that make them stress....

jus like EXAMS

Today is a considerable happy day.....the best thing that happen today is that jia jia finally talk to mi le hee...though is on msn....

second thing......yang came to jog with mi around my neighbourhood. he volunteered to do so....after months and months of psychoing him to be a healthier person... though i like him to be a bit flubby haha. a bit flubby doesnt mean not healthy right.....but i think a bit of exercise will help him ba. hope he will get addicted to jogging like mi....i dun feel quite right if i dun run. but now seems like no time le. exam is onli next week...yang go go go....(familiar)

ok i am actualli mugging half way when typing this entry....show u my face now

Look like a real nerd right haha....i also think so...not bad lah hoh still quite alert at 3 am in the morning. thanks to the strong coffee from the coffee shop outside.

actuali quite happy cos now going to study my favourite subj psychology.....though is onli a general elective....core subj are always boring but i am desperate to pass all this sem.

woohoo....my dear jiyang has been in jb for a week (went there to work )....before i realised....he is back....time realli flies.....

and yah jia jia still not calling mi? poor mi every night waiting for your call till my neck long.....haiz....pls call an an soon k sob

today went to register for this wine appreciation thingy...hopefully can instil some cultural sense in mi....scareli drunk...haha...guess a lot of u knows that i am realli a lousy drinker

k......structures i coming to solve u ....

exams coming ...panic mode....now everywhere in ntu u see pple studying....library so packed....i try to avoid going school ......my examinations stretch from 2nd nov-24th nov.....from the first one to take till the last to end....every sem is like that .....u know why cos we are engine students.

sometimes i will complain this is unfair. how come both are getting degrees? engine students have to struggle with so much more subjects? And is not like we are getting much more pay when we graduated...some more engineers work like dogs...yah business students would say they are as busy though not with so many subj...busy socializing haha....k lah i guess i will stop discriminating ....since I have so many business stream friends ....even my bf is from accountancy.

Nvm .... ALL ENGINE STUDENTS OF NTU>>>>>>STUDY HARD>>>>>WE BUILD THE CITY....hee

Sometimes I think the most difficult thing to control in this big big world is emotions.....

I feel realli helpless infront of this thing "emotions"....just by thinking alone can make mi angry and sad. And the funny thing is....negative feelings set in when I am alone... .But still sometimes I like to be alone..it let mi reflect what happen the last few days....again y is it at that moment....sadness seems stronger?

Or is it ...in reality... there isnt much happiness around?

Die la jia jia super du lan with mi. What to do ? Wait for her to cool off loh...It's my fault lah actualli....

That time we actualli going to bangkok together. And it is sort of set and agreed. but I was hesitant cos after 2-3 days I come back I have my ACCA examination....I tot I could be genius la. Then I went to the lecture on thurs.....my lecturer philip woo scare mi....say if i were to start onli on nov (which i plan to since i still have ntu's exams) I am going to fail loh. Haiz....so I decided not to go ahead with the trip. But jia jia has already applied for leave....anyway I know she definitely be very angry one.

Btw just to explain some terms....jia jia = jessie....anan=mi.....we are both pandas. living in a cave together. ...

Sorry Jia Jia to make u applied leave liao then fly u kite.... I treat u eat the next time I see u....?


Happy Surfing Net k....

how many of u are Amore's members? ......Do u all know wat is the siongest class

there?..............................................................................Its KICKBOXING! I went there yesterday evening and almost got myself

killed....no lah jus kidding....else i wont be blogging now right ...haha...the instructor is stylo mann...this is the first time i went

kick boxing and it was a woman leading the class......AND she is much better than the guys....I think I shd train up my flubby

body liao....luckily i jus forced myself to a 30 min run ....

What do u think u will look into when u going to have a boyfriend?

I have a very weird citeria....I want my bf to be free from health probs. Maybe a lot of u might think its funny ....but i SERIOUSLY mind that. I cant stand a man keep on getting sick....AND.....ironically my bf is one who gets sick frequently....the freqency as many as u have lunch. ok lah....3 weeks once.worse then the menstrual cycle. ....

and YES he is now sick again....he always blame the food he ate is dirty but after many rounds i think he is the problem....he always think I am naggy that I often make a big fuss out of that...he realli shd go and review himself...i think the doc love him mann....and his company is so poor thing that they have to pay for his medic every 3 weeks...and in one year time i think he can champion his company as the MC King....Simin help look out for the award for him k? definitely must vote haha

if one day if I realli broke up with him...I guess u all know the reason.

Have anyone wonder y mother always nag? My mum is not that kind who stays at home everyday.....but she still nags like hell. And when she gets more and more angry ...she threatens that I should leave her house and live on my own since I am already 22. I understand she doesn't realli mean it....But it's realli frustrating to hear that again and again...She always claim that others children got scholarships to study ...people's children go out and work for their own school fees....y her own children are so useless? BUT she always knoes half of the story....those who got scholarships dun work....those who work dun usualli get good results. though i dun have good results and I dun usualli work ..... but if I go and work as I study I definitely FLUNK.....of course i would like to achieve financial independence as soon as possible also. however it is definitely not a wise choice.....one year school fees=6000......diao one sem = 3000....partime can onli earn around 500 per month....just do some simple maths ....it is definitely not worth it. whenever i want to explain to her....she says that I am finding excuses...i think shd realli ask her to go back to school and let her know that studying is not as easy as she thinks.
I mean she is actualli a good mother when she is not angry but i got this silly brother MR HONG XIANG YAO who always agitate her. Then she will scold everyone including mi....
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uploaded some pics:

The card I made for our anniversary ....For those who know mi ....my art is terrible la...so it turn out like that...actualli my idea wasn't like that but sometimes u just cant control when u have limited capability. haha

This is our group's struct 2 project. Nice? Kudos to all civil engineers.......

Last week at Boat Quay's Mac ....

another end of the week....life moves on