My Story

I am happy satisfied even it is a pay cut. Not because I don't love money. Not because I hate my current company. Not because I hate my colleagues.

I worked for a branded company. When always I tell people where I am working they will WOW!!!! In the beginning I really felt flattered. My pay is slightly higher than the average. However dunno y, I dun really feel happy in the job.

Firstly, I have quite an outgoing personality.....seriously I feel thisty if I don't talk. And my job is....best that you dun talk....

Secondly, I will enter a sleeping mode if I sit there too long and doing mono stuff. guess people who really know me knew it........

Thirdly, my job is basically a demanding admin job......work till at least 8pm everyday

The list just goes on and on............

My going to be job is:

1. Non branded- It's unlikely you will know of this co
2. low pay for the starting- I seriously got a pay cut of 25%
3. stressful and fast paced- I like it. dun want to fall asleep unknowingly

However I know I had made the right choice. At this point in life, personal development is much more impt than a short term comfort. Any way this job is going to bring me loads more of income that I have not earned...........I believe so.

From now on, I do not need to flip through Saturday's Recruit again. I wont complain that whoever up there is unfair. I do not need to think about which department to go to after one and a half years. Do not need to think thrice before talking to my boss who think he is really capable....Do not need to tolerate the "goldenlism win" culture in my current co......Do not need to try creating conversation when my unfriendly boss is in the same lift as me......

This is all because I have found a job I really want.

For quite a long time, I have since met up with friends and chat and eat. My job seems to become more demanding. going shopping on a weekday or even meetiing up with friends seems a difficult task.
Hope the coming week is a better one. Btw finally met up with Jess and Tao today for a mini gathering .....jess's bday celebration to be exact. not a celeberation exactly....
Me and tao treated her for a meal and she bought herself a cardigan which will be spnsored by shereen.
Shop around.....saw stuff that i like but i will supress myself first since i am going guangzhou and HK soon to import haha...........

Went to dinner at blk 85 bedok to eat bbq fish + my favourite bar chor mee.........
a place with lots of memories.....my ah gong use to bring me there which is now history.

When i just started work, I was really excited. Excited of having a paycheck at the end of the month. Excited that now I am the one giving my mum money. Excited I am finally an adult responsible for my actions. Excited somebody really pays for the work I do.

But now I feel not excited. I am like a robort. Week to Week the cycle repeats.

Every monday I will go to work with with a grey mood.
Tuesday I will work faster since I have been loafing on Monday.
Wednesday. Feel tired since is mid week.
Thursday. A bit better cos weekend coming.
Friday. Happy. I will greet everyone I see "good morning".

Saturday loiter around some shopping malls or watch movie.
Sunday procrastinating Y is it Monday tomorrow.

I always thought I have unpredictable emotions. But since I start working, how come I experience the same feelings on a 7-day cycle.