My Story

New Blog

2008-01-28T14:16:00.001+08:00

I have transferred this blog to honghong0208.wordpress.com

Pls visit. Hee.....

Pacific Coffee

2008-01-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

I am right now at pacific coffee writing this wretched post of mine.

The market is really bearish for the past 2 weeks. Today after the US cut rate by 75 basis points I start to sense a bit of light for those stocks I hold. I hope this is not short term.

At work, I can really sense the uncertainty that people is having. Both the selling and buying is as strong. Of course in the end selling wins......cos the price is pushed down towards the end.

The outlook of the economy? It is definitely bearish......with the rising costs of living in Singapore which is suppose to be back by our increasing salaries.....no longer holds.....I ballot 3 times to get a 450k flat yet I am still out bid......come on......people are now willing to pay almost a million for a hdb flat....this is madness.

So what we have an increment for our salary?! the 10 % increase is used to pay for the 30% increase in goods and services. ERP gantries everywhere to trap u. SO? better stay at home and rot.

The luncheon meat now costs my mum 2 times as compared to the past. (now worse no more China luncheon meat).

WE WILL SURVIVE!!!

ooops...

2008

2008-01-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hey one year had passed. 2007 is a significant year for me.

1. Jan - found a job and started a different lifestyle.

2. Mar - My dearest grandpa left and went on to the other world.

3. Sept- Tendered and starting a new job which should be better, me and yang stepping into the 5th year.

4. OCt- Started my new job

This is the year when everything starting to fall in. I am now on my own. pay my own bills.....eat my own meals......and buying things for my ownself. I am excited.

Now, I have already started my new job for 2 1/2 months. Everything seems still fine just need to be a bit more agressive i think.

Resolution for 2008:

1. I want to achieve an income of XXXX( secret).
2. Lose 7 kg- I am really very heavy now sob
3. I want to drink 3 bottles of beer and not vomit. haha....sound silly sia....but i mean it.....cos i am really a lousy drinker
4. Make sure Yang eat healthily and exercise regularly!!!!
5. Provide my family with sufficient gardenia bread....think sunshine also can.

Think should be as above. Pls let me know if I need to ad anything.

I wont be taking my exam

2007-12-09T22:50:00.001+08:00

I shd be busy preparing for my acca paper. I am too ill prepared I think. I should be taking the paper next Tue. But ....think gonna to take it next sem le.

Updates

2007-11-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

Wanted to upload some photos .....well I cant...guess blogspot is down again.

Anyway life is good. I have been ending work really early(4pm)....haha don't envy thats because i start work at 630 sharp. I love these hours. At the very least I dun have to be like sardine packed in the MRT right in the morning....btw the director of MRT still thinks that the MRT is underloaded. Haiz.....does she wants the MRT to be overturned before she is convinced. I doubt she takes the MRT....she should try so every 815-9am...if not she better keep her mouth shut.

We have successfully launched our bag website(http://bagsite.blogspot.com). Sales not as fantastic as we thought but at least it is starting off somewhere. Pls take a look and help spread the word. Hee.

Guang Zhou + HK Trip !!!!

2007-10-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

Boarding - Early morning 6am

The 3 proclaimed look alike in LangHam Mall (HK)

The Peak - HK

Y is he taking photos with other girls?- La Ren Guan

Naughty Saddam Hussien

A soothing evening

I have tendered

2007-09-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

I am happy satisfied even it is a pay cut. Not because I don't love money. Not because I hate my current company. Not because I hate my colleagues.

I worked for a branded company. When always I tell people where I am working they will WOW!!!! In the beginning I really felt flattered. My pay is slightly higher than the average. However dunno y, I dun really feel happy in the job.

Firstly, I have quite an outgoing personality.....seriously I feel thisty if I don't talk. And my job is....best that you dun talk....

Secondly, I will enter a sleeping mode if I sit there too long and doing mono stuff. guess people who really know me knew it........

Thirdly, my job is basically a demanding admin job......work till at least 8pm everyday

The list just goes on and on............

My going to be job is:

1. Non branded- It's unlikely you will know of this co
2. low pay for the starting- I seriously got a pay cut of 25%
3. stressful and fast paced- I like it. dun want to fall asleep unknowingly

However I know I had made the right choice. At this point in life, personal development is much more impt than a short term comfort. Any way this job is going to bring me loads more of income that I have not earned...........I believe so.

From now on, I do not need to flip through Saturday's Recruit again. I wont complain that whoever up there is unfair. I do not need to think about which department to go to after one and a half years. Do not need to think thrice before talking to my boss who think he is really capable....Do not need to tolerate the "goldenlism win" culture in my current co......Do not need to try creating conversation when my unfriendly boss is in the same lift as me......

This is all because I have found a job I really want.

A great day

2007-09-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

For quite a long time, I have since met up with friends and chat and eat. My job seems to become more demanding. going shopping on a weekday or even meetiing up with friends seems a difficult task.
Hope the coming week is a better one. Btw finally met up with Jess and Tao today for a mini gathering .....jess's bday celebration to be exact. not a celeberation exactly....
Me and tao treated her for a meal and she bought herself a cardigan which will be spnsored by shereen.
Shop around.....saw stuff that i like but i will supress myself first since i am going guangzhou and HK soon to import haha...........

Went to dinner at blk 85 bedok to eat bbq fish + my favourite bar chor mee.........
a place with lots of memories.....my ah gong use to bring me there which is now history.

My Routine Life

2007-09-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

When i just started work, I was really excited. Excited of having a paycheck at the end of the month. Excited that now I am the one giving my mum money. Excited I am finally an adult responsible for my actions. Excited somebody really pays for the work I do.

But now I feel not excited. I am like a robort. Week to Week the cycle repeats.

Every monday I will go to work with with a grey mood.
Tuesday I will work faster since I have been loafing on Monday.
Wednesday. Feel tired since is mid week.
Thursday. A bit better cos weekend coming.
Friday. Happy. I will greet everyone I see "good morning".

Saturday loiter around some shopping malls or watch movie.
Sunday procrastinating Y is it Monday tomorrow.

I always thought I have unpredictable emotions. But since I start working, how come I experience the same feelings on a 7-day cycle.

Made in Singapore

2007-08-09T12:53:00.001+08:00

It's the 9th of August again!!! It's my country's BIRTHDAY.......hohoho.....I used to look forward to national day during my school days. For that few days, I am nothing else but a Singaporean.....a sense of identity I guess.....but the best thing abt national day are those national songs like .....Count on me Singapore.....Stand up Singapore....

And now of course I like national day because its a HOLIDAY.....do you know the working class have no holidays for the past 2 months.....finally there is one day off now.

Working in a foreign company which not all the people are Singaporeans make me realise that coming from different culture and background mold a person differently. And Singaporeans are the best breed in the world. High adaptibilty, highly skilled, willing to learn and try, do constructive things rather than rioting........on and on.....

Y should we be proud that we are made in Singapore?
1. We earn and save in our CPF so that we can take care of ourselves when we are old.
2. We learn at least 2 languages. Goldlilocks can talk to us easily (that's y they invest heavily here)
3. We have a world class air port. (Till now I still think we have the best airport). Don't tell me abt those awards that we lost that's because of bribery haha. What i think is good enough
4. Low crime rate ( we don't steal cars hoh.....we merely jump MRT)
5. We are child-like at heart (see the way we q up for hello kitties)
6. Smart and thrifty ( see the way we avoid ERP gantries)
7. Great Food ( BBQ fish, Laksa, Bak Kut Teh.....yummy)
8. Clean environment ( litter bugs ge punished)
9. World class education system that train us to talk less work more.
10. WE R AMBITIOUS....haha....look at Temesek Holdings...look at DBS....we r the world

That's y I am proud that I AM MADE IN SINGAPORE> Toa Payoh hospital to be accurate haha......

2007-07-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

FUNCTION OF MY NEW PHONE:

I LIKE IT BLUR YA....SLIMMER HAHAHA

STUPID LOOK WHEN IT IS CLEAR:

What's Life???

2007-07-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

So many times we heard our gov talking about "being the best of the best"......Being Singaporeans, we want to be the best. We studied hard......going through the worldclass system education.......and the best should be rewarded with better salaries better social status and the best treatment.....y? bcos they say they are the elite.....we cant do without them.....we have no more vision for tomorrow........if not for them

Seriously i am not sure y i posted this haha....maybe i am not very balance bcos i am not the elite hahaha....

But seriously.....do u think that only elites are impt for our country? I am not sure.....but the things that really make us work for.....isnt done by elites....eg. when you happily enjoying the food in some restaurants....when you were enjoying in spa.....when you were out there shopping and served by a polite salesgal.....when you were rushing for time and a taxi came by.....when your pipes burst and need a plumber.....

SO basically we are interdependent....so stop telling me elites should earn more respect....they shit and fart like everyone else....and they also die like everyone else....maybe they lie in a more expensive coffin but eventually they still decompose....

OK!! Enough of my elite talks........

My recent updates:

BF YANG:

YES my new dog's name REX....pls come visit if you are free....buy a few packs of snacks for him too....cos raising him is really quite ex....haha

My celebrity look- courtesy of jia jia

2007-06-23T03:29:00.000+08:00

My day- SUNDAY

2007-06-17T11:57:00.000+08:00

Dear Blog,

It has been a long time since I last updated. Busy with everything in life. ACCA and work. Time really passes fast .....I have been with CS for 3 months plus plus. Happy? Yeah....I have fantastic colleagues.....having fun after work....during lunch etc etc.....
But work is getting heavy ....dearest Director Lai left. take over her work and new colleague needs to be trained ......
Exams? 2.4 is shit mann....dunno will pass or not.....2.3 is ok....

Yesterday....went KTV with Jess and Shereen in Suntec K-box. When I stepped into Suntec I realised I have been couped at home for super long time (exams leh). New shops at the cinema side.....new eateries (sth like taka food court) near Carrefour. I was telling jess and shereen .....how come suntec change so much....they looked at me as if I came from the mountain. Shit! I think its time to walk around more mann haha....

TOday Sunday ....staying at home and slack....maybe read some books which I have bought but not yet read....Do you all have the habit of buying books and keep ? Yang have been laughing at mi buying books that I dun read. Well I am going to prove him wrong.

OK anyone out there pls call me if you are bored. Because this mountain turtle here has just been released from its shell...haha...

My Grandpa

2007-04-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

He has been someone always there since I am young. In most parts of my life, he has played a significant role.

When I was young there isn't much people I can really turn to. When I am lazy to go home after wandering around with my friends, he will be there to drive me home.
When I overspend the pocket money my mum gave me, I always know he will subsidise me.
When I feel like eating bbq fish or the noodles from bedok, he will also drive me there.

When I slowly grew up, my reliance on him gets lesser. I saw lesser of him. Nevertheless he called me often to know what am I doing. Sometimes I feel a bit "fan".

However, don't know when he started not calling me. And slowly I am lost in my own world trying to find my own direction.

Until CNY, when I realised he is so skinny. He says that he is having asthma attack. No one suspect is more than that.

Within one month, he was gone.

I regretted. I wish I have done more. Yet I have done nothing.

I wish there is really a next life. Whatever I wish I should have done could be fulfilled then.

Please forgive my ungratefulness.

My Financial Plan

2007-03-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

Today I finally sat down and calculate my financial health for the next one year. I write down all my expected expenses and calculated my EXPECTED savings for the YEAR2007.

The more I count the more the word "PEANUTS" appear in my stormy little brain. Please don't misunderstood that I am a materialistic or superficial person. On the other hand, I believe in saving for rainy days.....investing so that inflation wont devalue my money....I believe that retirement should be planned right after I step into society ......

BUT seems like I can't save a lot even if I don't spend. So how am I going to fulfil my great dreams? Will climbing the corporate ladder earn me a huge paycheck? Will I fall down one day if the economy crashed?

WILL I WIN THE TOTO TOMORROW? HAHAHA......

That's Life

the day after CNY celebration

2007-02-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

After 4 days of long weekends.......the good things are coming .....slowly .....silently......to an end. I am right here procrastinating to work tomorrow. I guess many of us are the same. My boyfriend especially haha. How come good times always pass by so quickly......

Next week I will be starting my new job......( I am a tenderee right now) I experienced the whole cycle within a month....Please don't be like me. I have to struggle before having the courage to resign jus less than a month at work. The experience is terrible. I will not do it if I ever have a chance. But this time I have to do it.

Tommorrow will be another long day.......

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2007-02-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

This year is the PIGGY's year. IT IS MY YEAR!!

Ha ha .....but i feel abit sad meaning i am 24 le....i guess another round of pig's year i wont be declaring to others i am born in this year.

Famous pple born in this fantastic piggy's year: Lee Kuan Yew, Fann Wong, Christopher Lee, Joanne Peh........so are u proud to be a piggy? Yeah..I am mann....I think pig is the cutest within the 12 animals.

The first 2 days of the new year is just like any other years. I just visit the temple in the morning, then to my ah mah's house....gamble and nua there....then go to another place again. A bit different this year is that i have to go to work on wednesday. Realli makes mi a bit low....

working.....

2007-02-10T03:01:00.000+08:00

I have started working for 3 whole weeks.....how to describe? From going home on time at 7 pm....now i start going home at an avg of 830....if not 9.....a bit tiring.....i can't realli stay focus after 7 ...

the best part is i will save a lot of money....haha cos i have no place to spend.

I am thinking whether i am sleeping to work or work to sleep?

puzzled.

My New Life

2007-01-27T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone. Long time no blog.

Summary: I have found a job and have started work for 1 week. Its where I want to start but not where I want to end.....haha...too chim yeah? nvm.

My colleagues are nice people. And me is still trying to swim around to know more things. Sometimes I sit at my desk looking real stupid haha.

okok.....wish me a lifelong great career ahead!

My Dream Job

2007-01-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

Since young, I love to dream that I am a doctor, police woman, lawyer.........bla bla bla......I want to be someone inside the television box who seems so smart and capable.......haha....

Now I have finally graduated. Time for me to stop dreaming and get to the real world. Being a doctor or lawyer has long been eliminated....police? still realisable but I realise they are not as eventful as what is shown on TV.

Well optimists say is good to have dreams. If you cant reach the sky, at least you will touch the clouds. Thus I guess I have touch the clouds. I guess my first choice career wont be realisable within the first 2 years. Well I haven gave up, I will work towards it.

My mum always like to say: things in life, 30% its fated and destined........70% of the things we have to work for it. I have just ended 30% of my fated life. 70% of my life is uncovering .......

THe DAY I am released

2006-12-28T16:15:00.000+08:00

Today I finally escaped from NTU's clutches.

Seriously I love my student life in NTU. I love the environment. The people that I have known in there. The humorous lecturers ........and lastly the FOOD haha......The onli thing I hate is EXAMS.
I have not feared examinations so much since I grad from JC. Before exams I study day and night, the thought of failing is realli scary. i have to push myself to wake up earli and sleep late so that I wont be guilty(even though I dunno what i studying sometimes). Some people from business courses or some other courses or NUS often ask mi....if you study y will u fail? when I tell them I am really scared of "ta baoing" (take away). They always give me that weird look seems like I am some low IQ kid. So how? Well, if people think you are stupid doesn't mean you are alright. My course train me to use more brain cells while their course train them to use dog eyes see people.....oops
Of course, people who know ourselves best are my schoolmates. We went through thick and thin alright.........When the school restricts us to take a certain number of subjects.......we went to the professor to appeal.....trying our best to talk some sense to our professor.........we study together into deep nights....calling each other to disturb haha.....trying to "check" each other quiz paper during quiz...........sleeping in lecture halls....chatting non stop.....whining......gossiping abt others as if we are the perfect people in the school.......driving to different places to eat.........and many many silly things we done together.
Now, we are on our way to a new tomorrow......i guess most of us wont be engineers.....though we are 2nd Class citizens like what Prof Li Bing says(1st class citizen is architect)......seems most of us are still not willing to work 6 days a week under the sunny sun or rainy rain.........

what about the lecturers?......CEE has the most patient professors in the whole campus.....you know y? bcos whenever the resuts are released there will be long qeue outside their rooms.....some gals will come out crying.....before the new system(GPA), much more people failed. thus they will appeal to take 9 or 10 subj inorder to grad on time. thats how their patience comes. They have to encourage us too. Telling how good our prospects are comparing to other schools when everyone else is telling us ours is a sunset industry. Such a great school of professors yeah if they stop failing us la .....haha

Great Eastern Run

2006-12-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

My onli 10 km run............haha

upload some recent photos

2006-12-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

Some times words are too boring.....so some pics....

Seems like christmas yeah?

This is sometimes back.....a gathering at holland v

Something I drank that day.......

Another picture but not mi .....Celine, peiting and shimin

This is my hand when i am donating blood......BTW I put this to tell the rest of the world that I am a kind soul hahaha......

-----Great Day-------

2006-12-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

To update about my interview- Its ok lo. But they will onli choose one person out of a month of interviews....Chances are : Tell u after a month haha

Today I went to the orchard library .... borrowed a book that explains why most of the people are right handed. Its quite interesting. Do you know there are people whose heart is at the right inside instead of the left? And their intestines are also facing the other side.....BUT they are also right handed......Thus they researched and compile the people who are "opposite" one...and did a study. .......THEN.....I am still reading leh....haha

2006-12-07T10:42:00.000+08:00

hi everybody, back to my blog ......disappear for quite a long time yeah. I have been not really busy but still there are things to be done. I will be going for an interview later and hope everything turns out well......I used to like interviews when I go for temp jobs. But for a perm job....its quite stress yeah.

Maybe later I will come back and update again my blog. heeeee.....

As for now, I will just keep searching for a new job.....and at the same time find leads for my part time job as a financial planner. I think many of you have the misconception that part time financial planner wont be as dedicated than a full time one. If the time is managed well. There is a lot of things can be done. A full time one has almost more than 2 to 3 times more of clients to handle(if they are capable) else they will have to eat grass.

4 YEARS ANNIVERSARY!!!

2006-09-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

I seriously dint celebrate mann. 4 years = nothing more is important. since nothing is important so we did nothing.

Communication

2006-08-26T19:42:00.000+08:00

The art of communicating is really complex. People say if u are sincere there is realli not much of a problem. Usually its not the case.

Do u tink if u care about a person they will really appreciate. I doubt so. They might think: "what motive you have in your mind?"

WHen u ask too much of questions, they tink u r probing into their lives.

When u dun give comments, they think u r bored. Too many comments, they think u r realli a big mouth.

So should i shut up and concentrate on my own life?

I think so. Seriously, nobody in this world cares about how u spend your life except yourself. Ultimately, you choose the route and also the consequeces that comes along with it.

do we really whine a lot?

2006-08-11T14:09:00.000+08:00

I read on the newspaper today. We Singaporeans like to whine a lot. We whine about price hikes....abt education system....abt everything under the sky.

Ya I agree cos I also like to whine.

Or should we get into action? Like HongKong .....they riot bcos the govt wants 5% of gst from them(well we are already paying it for so long but HK's standard of living is really quite high compared to us).....or should we write into Straits Times and tell them this.. this.. this.....shdn't be like this. And if you want your article to appear....write "carefully". It will only appear hoh. Nothing more is going to happen. The price is still going to go up for the 6 ERP locations(it will still spread).

SO! what exactly can we really do besides whinning? We whine whine whine then 5 yrs later the opposition party will echoe all these even louder.....BUT we will still give the votes to elites who are chosen by our super education system whose certs will make u "WOW". Then you look at your own one at home then u think :" hmmm....I think he is really good. I will give him my vote."

Do these people really represent you? Maybe yes. They went thr the same system as you just that you appeared more stupid than them ok. Thats y they will come out with policies(you cant say you dun like the policy hoh) to help you. In return you have to part with your money to pay them(your income tax my dear). SO the small world here went on and on like this.....

As we continue to whine, life goes on. Thats the way of life here. We think too much of the consequences. If we really went on strike.....who will dare to come and invest? if we realli riot....i might lose my job......if if if if.......too many ifs.........so in the end we will take the easy way out.

We will pay the additional 50cents of ERP....we will pay the additional chg of the taxis....we will drink the 10cents more coffee....and more and more and more.....

actually it seems not a lot too.

Last day in Sri Trang International Pte Ltd

2006-08-11T12:37:00.000+08:00

This temp job of mine is ending soon. There isnt really much memorable memories. Except for the happiness when the clock strike 6pm. And of course the lunches that I had with josephine....one with simin and jiyang....and one with Joyce hoho....

My job really good you know. I can surf net and get paid at the same time.

I wrote the company in the title box so that I will remember that I worked here b4 haha....Then can recall if i wanna put in my resume.

At the same time I am now a trained life planner with Great Eastern. If any one of you need financial planning or want to join the industry pls contact mi.

Great update isnt it JIA JIA.....hee

nothing to do = blogging?

2006-07-31T13:53:00.000+08:00

oh the weekend has flown.."working" in the office right now. I am super free. I have got nothing to do at all lo. How?Blog lo

Well yesterday after yang collected his bonus he brought my family to Paris restaurant. This restaurant is supposedly to be famous for its buffet. BUT its not at all fantastic. And we have to pay almost 50 per person.

DON'T GO TO THIS RESTAURANT IF YOU HAVE TOO MUCH OR NOT MUCH MONEY!

Go to a better one if u have more money. Don't waste your money if you dun have much.

Its jus maybe a grade better than sakura(another buffet restaurant) which costs half of Paris.

The meal left mi so bloated the whole night lo. That I went to skip and skip......hopefully I wont be so sinful.

Luckily Yang also bought us a U-Zap......so my tummy went trembling with that thing haha

the illusion

2006-07-25T13:38:00.000+08:00

Have anyone of you realised.....Men likes to say how capable they are.....how important they are.....how much the firm/company values their presence around....and how their appraisal differs from others. And "claimed" that they got more bonus than others....Through this illusion, they blindly climb the corporate ladder.

But the real thing is: -

the world wont stop turning no matter who you are.

more bonus = more shit for you the coming year

if you think u r so important. ask the company to help you buy a key man insuarance. by the way, CFO is never a keyman hoh. study tax then you will know.

my objective of this post?

ask those arrogant guys out there to stop decieving yourself. it is really not a big deal to have a good appraisal. it is only when you are the boss of the company then you are really indispensable.

what hr management....mentor training.....they only teaches you how to be a rat and run non-stop on the track ....occasionally you will be given a piece of cheese...but that is dependent on how fast you have ran the last month/year.....there is no destination

Invisible

2006-07-07T09:34:00.000+08:00

I have been working as a temp for the past 2 weeks. Its located in OUB centre. For those who don't know, the trade mark of this building is the starhub downstairs.

ISit a great job? Its so great that I can blog at tis timing lo. I think I seems invisible to them but well I can jus treat all this like a piece of cake and continue doing my own things. I have been doing sales all these years in NTU. I really feel out of place in an office. Every one is busy except mi. Some more my company is open concept all right. Whatever I do is watched. What the hell. nvm i just continue slacking and let them pay mi 7 per hour.

My uncle ask mi to go and talk to the traders and learn how trading is done. damn lo. I think I am invisible to them. Maybe I walk to their front they might just walk through mi. haha.

josephine say i will be jobless if i continue to be choosy abt what to do. I really dunno you know. I really cant stay in an office with all the bitches bitching and left mi out. I cant jus do watever job when it come to temping but a career is different. I hope these bitches kana bite by ants when they were sleeping. Bully mi? I will give u hell.

my boyfriend

2006-06-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

Imagine this scene:

yang and mi is walking towards his home after lunch. We were discussing his brother's pay.
Mi: After cpf deductions, your bro's pay will be 1300.
Yang: oh yah hoh(in deep thoughts)
Mi: Not bad already la, more than poly grad le
Yang: I wonder how I survive with only 1300 (in deep tots again)

suddenly he grabbed my waist then he whispers and says I am his "asset".

Do you know what he meant by this?
When he is in deep tots, he is pointing his source of expense at me.

His action of grabbing me is the body language that betrays him.

He is such a spendthrift but he always got something to blame me. When we go out to eat, he always hint to eat the expensive stuff.

Then he will say,"you wanted to eat that."

He likes to buy electronic stuff like computers, mp3, soundcards, memory cards.....etc

He also likes to buy shirts, cufflinks, ties, shoes.....

He super like ben and jerry ice cream......his eyes sparkle when he thought of eating that.

After buying all of the above, he will say I want to save but its very difficult. Then he will give you the face implying I spent all his money.

GOSH!

Of course, I must give him some credit sometimes. haha....He took care of mi when I was sick for the past 2 days. Actually its also his fault for squeezing all the heaty stuff into my mouth(oooops)......

KTV ....yeah!

2006-06-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

Negative Me

2006-05-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

Through out our lives we often get feedbacks about ourselves. Of course we love positive feedbacks and feel hurt with negative ones.
In my earlier years, my friends often commented that I am insensitive to others. Talk whatever I want without considering others feelings. And now I guess I am oversensitive haha....
Did I change for the better? I think no. I developed another negative trait. I become far too sensitive that I can't even stand small tiny little things that others have done. Things like people being late, yang not messaging me, friend not saying hi to me will actually affect my mood for the whole day. So do you think its better this way or should I change to my old self ? Then I can inflict unhappiness into others rather than myself. haha ....later I got no more friends left.
Ok the latest comment about me is.........Wenting you look FIERCE...A lot of people commented this. Firstly is Victor writing in my testi, then Jiyang's friend, Roy.....followed by Joyce. I was told by a customer when I am doing gift wrapping in taka.
He says,"eh you look as if I owe you money leh?"
Well looks can be decieving isn't it? I asked yang ...y dint you defended me when your friend thinks that I am fierce.
He simply says,"you are fierce what."
Hell, when did I gave others the impression that I am fierce? I always tot I gave others the feeling that i am a happy go lucky person. Y there are more and more people saying I am fierce?
Ok let me console myself...Josephine just say that my blog is funny. Oh! only one person leh....ok my mum did say that I have a good temper(thats bcos I dare not scold her, if I am fierce she is 3 levels up). How abt Jia Jia? At least I not fierce to her, cos she 2 levels up.
But i think fierce-looking is hereditary. I guess so. My father's face always scare babies into nightmares, my brother ah xian got a very kuai lan face, my friends last time also says that my mum looks fierce and ah yao dun need to say he is a clumsy teletubbie.....onli my sis ah hui is exclusive. Cos she got an irritating face hahahaa.....
So next time you see me when I am not smiling......dun think that I am fierce ok? I am actualli an entertainer. An entertainer who pretends to be fierce so that I can find the real person who appreciates my art of communication.

eh....love

2006-05-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder when relationship gets a bit bored, nothing to look forward....people tends to get a bit frustrated.

Don't be mistaken. There is perfectly nothing wrong between me and yang.

Just that sometimes it is really so bored that you starts to find faults in him, his friends, his job and everything too. And it gets so bored that I really wish to quarrel and shout at him.

The worst thing is I don't get the chance to do it.

Ironic.

The little thing call "life"

2006-05-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

Quite fed up with life these few days....

worried abt results....
my upcoming acca exams....
some ungrateful friend.....
and the fact that now i have to study all alone.

actually i always have been quite open abt making friends and will go all out to help you if I feel that i am click with you. But now I guess some friends will just take you for granted when they need your help.....after that they will just disappear. So take my word some friends are just not meant to keep.

Well, I shall now just get on with life. Nothing big but just make sure I get up every morning.

Woes of An NTU engineering student

2006-05-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

Assumptions of an average Engineering student:
1. Prepare Exams and start to get panic 3 weeks before the first paper.
2. During the term, rush miscellanous stuff like fyp, quizzes and a life with family/bf/gf/friends.
3. Selectively do some tougher tutorials during the semester

No one will doubt my above assumptions. But let me tell you, someone like that will not complete within 4 years in NTU CEE.

It's behind everybody's head that we are the dumping ground of the 3 engineering schools though our lecturers don't talk about it. So they fail us like no other people's business. When I get to year 2, I realise there is no such thing as moderations for my CEE subjects as we still take some common year 2 subjects. Y? Because the lecturers think we are not up to standards. Let me tell you about our failure rates.

Structures 1: Not sure but about 80 percent of us take twice to clear it.
Structures 2: 70 percent failure rate
Reinforced Concrete: 70 percent failure rate
Structures 3: very high pass rates because it's matrix and maths
Geotechnical engineering: 70% failure rate

I am now so immune to failing. The above mentioned are only those with top failure rates. There are much more. Why don't the lecturers go and think y is it this way?

Reasons:
1. The lecturers can't teach. They read back the formulas to you from the notes and expect you to solve the toughest questions in examinations.
2. They like to say,"Come and look for me if you got problems." Go and die! I got 8 subjects plus a FYP to handle.
3. Quizzes are suppose to help but they set tough quizzes that flunk everybody. Eg. Geotech. And they have many quizzes in one week.
4. The exam questions are not well done. 1-2 questions should be relatively easy and 1 or 2 question to differentitate the better students. BUT they set all 4 challenging questions.
5. I have a problem.

And now I think I got problems graduating because of their fantastic tough questions. Their ruthlessness in killing us and making us stay back. People stay back 6 years to study in my course. I am really tired in studying for all these nonsense things that I doubt will help me in my development. And for god sake I wont be an engineer. Just let me off I plead you.

elections fever

2006-04-27T18:46:00.000+08:00

long time no post. of course the reason is obvious. the worst time of the year .....exams. damn shack ....3 papers in a row. and is not once thr.....2 blocks of 3 papers .... and the feeling is not good might take away again.

ok enough abt school. now the big topic in town is election. And for mi its the first time placing my important vote. And my area is always the subject in town....Potong Pasir. The one of the rarer areas which belongs to the oppostion party. Mr Chiam Vs Mr Sitoh. I can really feel the fire of election coming. As I always walk to the CC's study room, I will see both of them trying to get more votes. And the small lorry with all their pics all around haha....

Who to vote? haha.....Isn't is suppose to be a secret?....Sitoh tell mi he lives jus opposite my house when he is young. my house number is 43 while he's is 44.....haha wat coincidence. And he studied accountancy in NUS. hmmm.....seems more familiar to mi. As for Mr Chiam.....someone who is in politics so long and can command so many people behind him despite its a PAP dominated country.

So whats the conclusion?

let's go to their rally talks then we will see.

2006-04-06T02:37:00.000+08:00

Life is unfair.

Please make it fair.

the distance between the each of us

2006-03-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

Have you all wonder how to measure the closeness in between people?

While in the train today, I came up with a great theory that measures the closeness of any relationships. Pls look at the formula below:

Closeness/Proximity of a relationship ∞ no. of meals you have with the person

which means the more times you have a meal with someone.....the closer the both of you

Ok. Now think about it. Will you eat with someone you don't like for more than 2 times a week? And think again. Who you eat with most of the time? Boyfriend? your schoolmates? parents? colleagues? Even if you dunno the person well......I'm sure eating together for 3-4 times.....will certainly change everything

For mi in school I eat with my school mates loh.....of course we are close!!! And at home I ate with the tv.....and i love it that I wish I could stare at it for another 12 hours haha.......bf? weekends will then eat with him....thus not so close heee....

sorry a bit bo liao .....exam coming relac !!!

my career

2006-03-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

"What are you going to be when you grow up?"

This question really hits me hard today. I went to the NTU's career fair. I tot maybe i can get an idea what I really wants. Right now i onli know that I dun want to be an Engineer and I also dun want to be a teacher. Firstly I am technically-deficient to a good engineer. Secondly I am too irresponsible to make an impact in somebody's life.

Before I went, I tot maybe I can work in a bank. wear nice nice to work and happily sit in air con room ..... then when pple ask mi where u working.....a bank will nv sound bad even though you are someone who teaches pple how to use the atm.

then i went to the fair, there are no banks there onli HSBC Insurance. there are mainly 2 kinds of jobs. Financial planners and Engineers. AIA, Prudential, Alliance, Fine-xis, Philip Capital, First Principal, AXA wealth mgt etc.........so how? I am starting to fear that I will have no choice but to join this financial advisory business. This industry is said to be growing and growing. I just wonder will it bursts?

It is purely commission base. There are damn loads of success stories. I wonder how many of them are true. Let's see: If i join the biz......my first clients are going to be my relatives. so i will be feeding on my relative's salary for my first few months. Then I went into the referral phase. How many people are so free to help u publicise? Telling pple:"hey Wenting is in this biz, if u want to invest go and find her." ppl:"Why her? She can provide with something other advisors cannot?" The answer is no. The only difference is I can speak in Hokkien plus a bit of Cantonese that will make you laugh your heads off.

Yes yes yes. I have always been telling my friends I hope to be doing sales rather than boring admin jobs. Is there another kind of sales that will spare me from friends shunning away ?

haha lets see.....but if one day I really have no choice.....remember.....DUN avoid me. hee

Frustration of the day

2006-03-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel fustrated y pple dun think the way I do?

Do you really think that people are together bcos they are different? And they fit jus like a jigsaw puzzle?

Y i always talk non stop while my bf keeps quiet?

my fastest week of the sem

2006-02-24T08:14:00.000+08:00

So fast the week break coming to an end.....YEst yang came over to stay ....Now he has gone to work. He was telling me that his sister studying every day and night....y am I not studying like her....Great mann....I also dunno. Thats y I decided to be out of the honours race.....I will jus sacrificed myself and let others climb on top of me. BUT onli for studies ok? other things I will run as fast as I can.....yeah

Later going KTV with shereen and jess.....at the mean time i better mug a bit. Next week I have got 4 quizzes. Quizzes are tests ok? last time when I just entered NTU i tot quiz onli do for fun haha.....quiz mah....not test....but pls quizzes are tests...the lecturers thought its more fun calling it quizzzes but its not at all fun loh.

okok....to feel less guilty going ktv later....I will go study now.

the class of Anderson JC 08/00

2006-02-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

the most happening thing that happened to me is the gathering of 08/00. though not all of them turned up but a significant of us were there.

Well it's great to see all the familiar faces again. You see, we have been "forced" to see each other in class everyday last time haha. I mean last time i realli dread to go school last time. Not bcos of my classmates in fact they make my JC days a bit better. It's the teachers loh....always forced mi to study to get good results....then always talk to my mother as if got use loh haha...unless they teach my mum how to teach mi la else too bad. i did study loh jus that i dint study as much. though i did regret a bit but that is way behind mi le.....I have graduated from JC for 4 years and I will graduating from uni soon....

Most of the guys are happily attached bringing along their gfs.....but besides that seems like nothing change much. Guess 4 years is still too short to see significant changes huh....nvm lets make it a deal to meet up every year....until 10 years down the road....we shall bring along our children then.

hey I got idea loh....y dun we all plan to have a child at the age of maybe 30.....then after 16 years we can get our child back to anderson jc....then that will be 08/30 haha....great huh!!!

2006-02-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

I DECLARE WAR WITH GEOTECH!!!!!!!

V-day

2006-02-12T13:54:00.000+08:00

Every V-Day I will get a watch as a gift.....So this is my third watch from Yang. A more sporty watch compared to the last 2 years one.... G-Shock 8000

2nd year, DKNY watch....Shimin got a same as mine:

First Year, Titus watch....the watch by Sammi Cheng:

after CNY

2006-01-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

time flies.... after a while the 4 days is gone......the ang baos .....food....all became the past....life moves on

And me.....bcos my mum,uncle,father, auntie went abroad...i became a nanny overnight...nursing 3 big babies (from 9-12)....my job includes sending them to school and fetch them back from sch..this gives mi an early experience of becoming a mother next time. But today they already scare mi when I brought them for movie - I not stupid too.

when the cinema is all quiet:
- the kid inside the movie tries to steal : my little cousin speaks with his thunderous voice: "Hey you shouldn't steal leh" (innocent hoh....kids mah)

-he ate all the popcorn woh and drank most of the sprite refusing to share with his sister

in the mos burger restaurant:

- my little cousin in act again....he taps the table so loudly that the whole restaurnt pple are staring at our table....and when I ask him to stop....he seems deaf loh.

hope everything goes fine for the next few days.

An Engineer????

2006-01-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

Though I have studied and majored in civil engineering in NTU, I have never imagine myself to become a civil engineer. And most of my friends should know that I dint really choose that because of passion or interest. Well it was my 2nd choice out of the 3 schools of engineering in NTU. Thanks to my A level results I cant do accountancy(which is wat i want at that point of time).....and now I actually studied ACCA together with my degree....It is definitely much more fun compared to engineering.....but i realise i dun want to be an accountant either....I am still helpless when fraud occurs ....makes mi feel abit useless duhz

But today I realise maybe I can consider to become a civil engineer.....It was the most important job in my point of view. A civil engineer is always secondary compared to an architect. Of course, we have to be registered as a Professional Engineer (PE) before we can sign documents to approve designIf architect earns 100 bucks, an engineer get 60 bucks(my lecturer say one dunno true or not). But our responsibility is much more important compared to an archi.....if the building collapsed we are the first one to kana....just like the nicoll highway incident.

We are responsible for building beautiful houses(where u live in woh) and sky scrapers ...which will stand there for another maybe 50 years. if i were to pass by a building which i am involve in....i can proudly tell my friends i build this thing here haha....its not lego u know haha

I never tot of being an engineer b4 because I always tot that it is really inconvenient for a woman to be at site. But someone proves mi wrong.....LEE BEE WAH....I came across her when I was searching for a local consultancy firm. She was the chairperson of LBW Consultants.

Vice President, 2000 - 2004, Institution of Engineers Singapore
President, since 1998, NTU Civil & Environmental Engineering Alumni

http://www.lbw.com.sg/times.html

I am really impressed by her.

So can I be a civil engineer ?

In the Lecture Hall.........

2006-01-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

In the Hydrology lecture......it's boring......so shimin took a nap:

Then I took a snap:

The joy of school.............heeeee

Not a very good start

2006-01-20T10:43:00.000+08:00

this year start off quite badly.....

Actually there is only one problem but that is enough already.....FYP....I have to find a construction consultancy firm to do a case study.....but after 1 week there weren't much response. How? I cant force people to let me do the case study right.....Maybe I should be more enthusiatic by going down to their firm and talk to them....well how many directors will be willing to see me? And usually they seems to be always out.

okok i shd be more optimistic ... now i going to call up another company. hopefully i can talk to a key person instead of the secretary.

New 2006

2006-01-08T15:01:00.000+08:00

A new begginning everyone!!

Let the past be gone with the time.
Tomorrow is always a better day..........yea?
Strive hard to be a better person....okay?

Last DVD for mi to complete my holidays:

Love in harvard

A very nice and touching show......if one could ever be so in love.......

healing hands 3

2006-01-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

The show I have beening watching day and night ....finalli I finished it hoooo....

My favourite character:

Gigi Lai....She is the one who touched so many pple's heart when she died in the gu huo zai's movie (the movie series which make ekin cheng super "red")

Her initial bf:

but sth bad happen that they cant be together......

then she end up with this guy:

dunno y i dun realli like him sometimes....he is actualli the super good guy in the show. Well maybe so good that it became not real.....

This show is nice if u have plenty of time like mi haha....cos some parts are realli quite slow....

The drama also tells us some philosophies of life..... worth recommending also since it is educational .

nothing to do at home is a sin

2005-12-28T14:03:00.000+08:00

now that I am jobless....since school is going to start next week....I am trying to clear all the notes that I no longer need. just like studying ..... i am procrastinating to tidy up these dusty notes..Usually I throw away notes when I cleared the subjects but I often regret cos there is always things that I want to refer to. But if I dun throw I cant stand the sight of them lying around.....and for your infor there are tons of them loh. And I have limited shelves.....

Another thing that I should start would be to get back in shape ....I think I have gained 3-4 kgs since my exam starts till now. I think I looked like barney now....haha.....seen too much of him liao. tonight I will be going amore with shereen.....hope she will call mi earlier....

My last day at work

2005-12-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

Right from the beginning I drag myself to the thing i hated most.....handiworks.....Dunno y since young I cant realli do art things....thus I condemn myself of being artistic. However for the sake of earning a "living" I had to turn myself into a "professional" gift wrapper....here I am:

for the past few weeks I wrap all different kinds of gifts from takashimaya shopping centre. The worst thing is being scolded by customers. Well, I have been doing all kinds of sales jobs all these while. But I still cant get use to be shouted by customers. Am I being paid to tolerate all this nonsense? I haven try shouting back at them yet.....maybe if i realli do.....i will be fired immediately. Luckily my tolerance level is quite high or should I say I am BOCHAP.....haha....the more angry u get the merrier I am woohoo....

From this job, I got to know lots of cute little gals....haha most of them just graduated from secondary school or jcs which is like so long ago for mi. they are realli cute and innocent....they cried when customers said hurtful words .....so happy and high while exchanging presents....haiz....sometimes realli feel a bit out of place but they realli make my day sometimes....

group photo:

And we had a very cute jap manager:

those xiao mei mei s actualli gave him a bear that represents him. the apron is sew to the bear just like him wearing the apron when wrapping the gifts at our counter.

His name is on the bear haha.....funny hoh.

After all these "happy moments" we will have to go back to our own lives. For mi, this is my first and last time that I will be wrapping gifts ba....not that I hate that in fact after so many days of drilling i am much more confident ....however this is my final year that le.....not going back le....hoo....All the best my B2 gals.....

Chirstmas time

2005-12-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

so fast 20th le....christmas coming everyone!!! working in taka make mi realise singaporeans are realli rich.....adults buy toys in bulk for their little prince and princess at home...even grandmas and grandpas came in to buy presents for their grandchildren.....alamak the world is changing....why do i say so? ah mahs and ah kons supposedly belong to Chinatown area but now they even celeberate christmas....woah so fortunate yeah all the younger generations....the elder pple are changing for your sake....

merry christmas everyone!

my new skin

2005-12-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

Is it nice ? I choose this myself woh.....and sth to be proud of is.... I finally dun need my sis help to do all these stupid things....I like this one since it is simpler and not so complicated...but there are 2 problems:

1) I cant see my title leh....no matter how i amend
2) My comments thingy cannot click one

ho ho ho ....pls email me at looney0083@hotmail.com if u all know how to amend....thank you....i am right here waiting

ho ho ho it's going to be Christmas!

2005-12-19T02:21:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho ....started work for almost a week....first 2 days was terrible....fall into deep sleep when i got home ....legs ache like hell.....the arteries in my hands seems in complete tension...BUt now...hee...I can still type this at 2 am.....thus everything is fine now....btw for those who dunno I am wrapping presents at taka B2....toys session.....can come to say hi if u all happen to pass by but dun ask mi to wrap for u k? cos my wrapping is like shit....

ok after wrapping gifts for one whole week.....i realise now the coolest toy gift is BARNEY!!!!....anyone noe wat is it?

That purple thing in the centre.....like a dino hoh.....hee....kids love barney now.....everyday i wrap a lot of barney.....and i start to love barney also....haha....barney is available in a lot of customes ....chinese.....cowboy and naked one also....hoo hoo hoo ....MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone.....

wat a great day!

2005-12-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

hoo hoo hoo....went dinner with jos and simin....Thanks for your meal Simin....hee both of u wait for my meal to come patiently k....hopefulli it will be soon

I am done with my acca exam. not too tough but i think i screwed it up....haiz lets dun talk abt it.

ok regarding the insurance issue that jos is complaining abt peter in her blog haha....actualli i am not against those who r selling insurance la....in fact i tot of going into this line after i graduate ( considering onli)....in fact i believe everyone will have to get involve with these pdts sooner or later. lets not talk abt insurance....lets say after 10 years of struggling you manage to save 100k in your acct. are u going to save that amt in your bank to earn that pathetic amount of 0.25% of interest? or are u going to let them experience the thrill of going hi-lo in the stock market? there are a lot of options ....and that is where these pple come in. And u have a choice cos u are educated....so dun condemn them la....i think they also had a hard time being rejected right in the face by pple. But some of them are realli quite irritating .... so jos cool down mann haha...i support your choice as an auditor. thats wat an accountant have to go thr at least for the 1st 3 years......after that big bucks come along if u realli pull thr. ...all the best for your career...yeah!

ok i s now start feeling a bit of blue blue le....have to go training at take tomo morning sian....good night everybody!

yeah

2005-11-26T13:43:00.000+08:00

Watched Harry potter yesterday....normal ba....watch it bcos i already watch the previous episodes le....think thats their tactic haha

days after exam is shiok...i can feel information and formulas are leaking out from my brain haha.... i am like a free bird now hee

yeah going orchard now...bye.

mi riding a bike ???hee...

2005-11-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

woohoo...exams over....shd be feeling happy lah...but the tots of failing haunt mi now and then....oops....i am such a pessimist!!! nvm....enjoy till the exam results are out....

this sem is weird....i start coming up with funny tots that i wouldn't think of....i have this strong urge of getting a bike licence....something i wouldnt think of one year a go.....can u imagine mi ridding this:

i tell my mother about it....i say i wanna go get the licence nex semester....she burst out laughing....she say that i am already kayu enough driving let alone riding a bike. oops...btw i am realli a terrible driver....let mi tell u my driving history:

1. After i got my driving licence, within a month....i bump into my neighbour's van and have to pay for his bulb for thirty bucks. my mother scolded mi upside down for that...

2. When I drove, my mother sat upright and seems very tense. And I get scolded for almost everything I do. sob.

3. I usualli parked into the lot that I dint intend into.

4. I drove to SGH when I had wanted to go Changi to pick my bf up from the army camp.

5. And the worst lesson I got is......I was caught speeding at 88km/h and not putting my damn P plate....that cost mi more than 200 hundred bucks.

6. that stupid car got clamped when I parked in someone else's lot in ntu. luckily onli 10 bucks. And by the way Yin Hong laughs his head off when he coincidentally saw mi at the carpark....

7. I felt super super stress when people horn at mi...

it seems funny hoh when i look back....but when the things like being caught for speeding realli scares mi....that stupid fat police shouted at mi for not putting the p plate...well i am a bit better after all these stupid incidents....but still inferior sob.

So do u think I shd go and get a bike licence? then i can go supper in my scooter.... ride a round singapore with the wind going against mi......getting sun baked in the afternoon....haha dreaming liao....i think i shd hoh....since i can cycle quite well mah(i know its different haha)....

I tink I should go and save up for the money first then seriously considers abt it.

yanzi broke up with her bf le woh.....

2005-11-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

these few days the radio stations and newspaper are busy reporting her "break up" news.....usualli i dun realli care abt those singers getting together or breaking up ....it seems to mi it's their way of life.....but then for stephanie sun it's like a bit closer. maybe it's bcos we grew up in the same country ....went thr the same education system .....etc....

the taiwanese say that they broke up bcos she is more successful than him....maybe to a certain extent it's true....how can a man tolerate his woman earning so much more .....i think i also cant stand my husband earning 100 times more than mi ....make mi look realli stupid haha...

but ...in my view hoh....i think my future husband must be in the same line as mi....not exactli the same occupation lah ....but same industry....it's easier to understand each other this way .....and when i tell him abt things at work he wont seems ignorant....i mean let's face it ....big proportion of life is spent on working. u can't possibly dun talk abt work....

let's say u r in the accounting biz and your bf is an engineer....then u start mumbling abt profit and loss account or wat balance sheets....he will give u that blank look...as time goes by u wont want to tell him anymore....then slowli .....slowli....and slowli ....the both of u will go out in silence.....maybe utter a few words about movies and food ...

maybe most of you tink that it's perfectli alright that couples are in different industries....and there are definitely a lot of sweet examples around...well...in my view, communication is a very important aspect....it's not onli that ......different industries have different demands also.....

construction industry: work 6 full days (official).....7 days sometimes....

accounting: slack for june to end of dec.....then peak period from jan to may

banking:everyday work 12 hours

sales: work while pple shop

.........the list goes on.....so if u r going out with an auditor....like mi....be ready to not see your bf for 5 mths.....and this 5 mths include valentine's day.....chinese new year....april's fool day....vesak day....good friday etc....so i actualli have to put up with the differences also....

i think yanzi bf also gave up that he has to always wait for her....wait for her to come back from dunno which part of the earth....wait for her to finish signing all her fans' albums....wait wait and wait....sian lo....then when yanzi talk abt doe re mi fa.....his bf noes onli balance sheets ...haha....jialat....how to be together...

Loner Hong

2005-11-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

I think I am starting to behave like a loner....everyday I woke up at 8....study my notes for 2 hours then I pack up.....eat macdonald breakfast at potong pasir alone(the onli thing that I look forward everyday)...then i proceed to the study room and mug....then when the sun starts to set....i pack my things...then walk home again.....everyday same routine unless I got exam on that day....come to think of it i dun talk till i come home....amazing mi....usualli my mouth cant stop when i am in school....either i am talking else i would be eating hahahahahaha.....

pls dun suggest that i talk to myself hoh...if i do that in the study room ....guess u have to visit mi in hougang.....

today i gonna change my routine abit....i going for a slow jog now....bye!

I am a caffine addict!

2005-11-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

Have u all wonder how important is coffee to our daily life?.....I almost forgot until I ran out of coffee this morning.....I dint think of it much till I enter the examination hall....I felt so damn sleepy.....I was thinking on the MRT ...how come I slept for almost 6 hours I still feel so sleepy? And I already ate DHA....then I pushed the blame to the comm skils textbook(since i reading it on the train..).....but thenI finalli realised it.....the onli thing that is not on my routine list today is COFFEE.....oh my gosh.....luckily today i am taking comm skill not some subj that requires brain power...I shall go buy dozens of coffee....fyi....during exam period i drank 3 coffee per day....

I love coffee...hee

oops....is it an examination?

2005-11-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

Today I took my first paper....thanks for the luck jos lend mi ....and also jia jia's blessing....guess I still need lots of it....haha

Today I studied right up to the examination hall....it's a memorising paper....I am not very good in memorising loh...and i feel damn stress when seems like things are jumble up...any way i love the feeling sitting in the exam hall waiting for the invigilator to say " pls start" cos i cant study anymore liao. haha..

I think I took too many exams liao....I dun feel any sense of urgency at all....it's just like doing a worksheet.....though i dun realli know how to do but i just kept writting. The gal sitting beside mi worse....i think she wrote for one hour then she start staring.....i tink she thinks i very weird is it? she kept looking to my side....if she wanna copy just do it at her own expense .....haha cos i also dunno wat i scribbling ....

no more memorising paper le....except law....but that is open book woo hoooo....but non-memorising doesn't mean easy

Yesterday was my sis b day ...

2005-11-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

As usual .....whoever's bday my mum will jus buy a cake haha....yest we went to crystal jade to wait for 830pm....to those who dunno....cakes are sold at 40% discount after 830....and it was onli 16 bucks haha....

Yesterday.....my brother's ex-gf message mi....she ask mi to say happy birthday to ah hui...its been months....she hasn't realli put down....she still remember everything abt my family. She has been with my brother for six years....everytime I tot of her I really feel like crying....I guess my brother also feel guilty towards her...everytime when i mention abt her....he jus kept quiet.

My mother will say....as a woman she understands that its realli tough to put down. Someone u already tot u would spend the rest of your life together....suddenli he started a new life with another person who he jus knew for maybe a few chionging sessions. I am not saying that her current gf is evil la....and actualli she is quite innocent in this whole thing.....can i say is all my brother's fault? or is it they are realli destined to end....

For my family....we dun usualli go for those "happy for the moment" relationship....we actualli brought our gf and bf back home for dinners and gatherings....thus for 6 yrs she is like part of our family....most of the weekends she will come and have dinner or just watch tv ....thus i guess its realli tougher for her to let go.

I wish i could realli help her....though i realli dunno how to....tell her pls forget my idiotic bro who is now happily in love....or i help her punch him when he is sleeping ....haiz.....

2005-10-30T10:35:00.000+08:00

oh my god....dunno how I dance with my time....nex wed (2nd nov) is my first paper....every subj is like onli half way thr....haiyo...and I got 9 subj to struggle with.

And do u know that those professors in NTU dunno that we are actualli taking so many subj.....when we tell them we are taking 8 or 9 subj.....they show us that shocked face....huh....they will say....u better start studying right from the begginning of the sem. But even I do all my tutorials ....I still have to study all over again.....and there is no study break.

Yesterday was terrible.....man u was thrashed....they show no fighting spirit at all....oh gosh mann I am still watching tv.....

In a relationship...........

2005-10-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

I was on my way home at around 8 sth....I was listening to this ying yue ri ji by peifen( usually by lin zhi).....The story was abt this lady who actualli broke up with her bf because both of them love each other so much that it was stressful. sounds funny right? since they love each other so much then y break up....the guy realise it onli when he got to know another gal. he actualli realise being with the gal is not as stress since he doesnt realli expect much from her.....

But come think of it.....it do make some sense...when u love or like someone too much u tend to expect something...jus like when u work hard for your exams u expect to pass...u expect to be paid when u worked for hours....so in a relationship pple also expect some return when they give. when things dun turn out wat we expect we tends to be disappointed. ..

just like the guy in the story....he knows that he love his ex- gf more but he feels more at ease with his current one. In the end, he chose to be with someone who makes him happier. Usually pple tends to runaway from problems and things that make them stress....

jus like EXAMS

Mugging

2005-10-24T03:04:00.000+08:00

Today is a considerable happy day.....the best thing that happen today is that jia jia finally talk to mi le hee...though is on msn....

second thing......yang came to jog with mi around my neighbourhood. he volunteered to do so....after months and months of psychoing him to be a healthier person... though i like him to be a bit flubby haha. a bit flubby doesnt mean not healthy right.....but i think a bit of exercise will help him ba. hope he will get addicted to jogging like mi....i dun feel quite right if i dun run. but now seems like no time le. exam is onli next week...yang go go go....(familiar)

ok i am actualli mugging half way when typing this entry....show u my face now

Look like a real nerd right haha....i also think so...not bad lah hoh still quite alert at 3 am in the morning. thanks to the strong coffee from the coffee shop outside.

actuali quite happy cos now going to study my favourite subj psychology.....though is onli a general elective....core subj are always boring but i am desperate to pass all this sem.

Friday - My favourite Day

2005-10-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

woohoo....my dear jiyang has been in jb for a week (went there to work )....before i realised....he is back....time realli flies.....

and yah jia jia still not calling mi? poor mi every night waiting for your call till my neck long.....haiz....pls call an an soon k sob

today went to register for this wine appreciation thingy...hopefully can instil some cultural sense in mi....scareli drunk...haha...guess a lot of u knows that i am realli a lousy drinker

k......structures i coming to solve u ....

Exams countdown 17 days

2005-10-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

exams coming ...panic mode....now everywhere in ntu u see pple studying....library so packed....i try to avoid going school ......my examinations stretch from 2nd nov-24th nov.....from the first one to take till the last to end....every sem is like that .....u know why cos we are engine students.

sometimes i will complain this is unfair. how come both are getting degrees? engine students have to struggle with so much more subjects? And is not like we are getting much more pay when we graduated...some more engineers work like dogs...yah business students would say they are as busy though not with so many subj...busy socializing haha....k lah i guess i will stop discriminating ....since I have so many business stream friends ....even my bf is from accountancy.

Nvm .... ALL ENGINE STUDENTS OF NTU>>>>>>STUDY HARD>>>>>WE BUILD THE CITY....hee

EmOtions

2005-10-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I think the most difficult thing to control in this big big world is emotions.....

I feel realli helpless infront of this thing "emotions"....just by thinking alone can make mi angry and sad. And the funny thing is....negative feelings set in when I am alone... .But still sometimes I like to be alone..it let mi reflect what happen the last few days....again y is it at that moment....sadness seems stronger?

Or is it ...in reality... there isnt much happiness around?

COol Down

2005-10-12T09:27:00.000+08:00

Die la jia jia super du lan with mi. What to do ? Wait for her to cool off loh...It's my fault lah actualli....

That time we actualli going to bangkok together. And it is sort of set and agreed. but I was hesitant cos after 2-3 days I come back I have my ACCA examination....I tot I could be genius la. Then I went to the lecture on thurs.....my lecturer philip woo scare mi....say if i were to start onli on nov (which i plan to since i still have ntu's exams) I am going to fail loh. Haiz....so I decided not to go ahead with the trip. But jia jia has already applied for leave....anyway I know she definitely be very angry one.

Btw just to explain some terms....jia jia = jessie....anan=mi.....we are both pandas. living in a cave together. ...

To Jia Jia

2005-10-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry Jia Jia to make u applied leave liao then fly u kite.... I treat u eat the next time I see u....?

Happy Surfing Net k....

Something Abt Amore.....

2005-10-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

how many of u are Amore's members? ......Do u all know wat is the siongest class

there?..............................................................................Its KICKBOXING! I went there yesterday evening and almost got myself

killed....no lah jus kidding....else i wont be blogging now right ...haha...the instructor is stylo mann...this is the first time i went

kick boxing and it was a woman leading the class......AND she is much better than the guys....I think I shd train up my flubby

body liao....luckily i jus forced myself to a 30 min run ....

The Citeria of a Boyfriend

2005-10-07T06:18:00.000+08:00

What do u think u will look into when u going to have a boyfriend?

I have a very weird citeria....I want my bf to be free from health probs. Maybe a lot of u might think its funny ....but i SERIOUSLY mind that. I cant stand a man keep on getting sick....AND.....ironically my bf is one who gets sick frequently....the freqency as many as u have lunch. ok lah....3 weeks once.worse then the menstrual cycle. ....

and YES he is now sick again....he always blame the food he ate is dirty but after many rounds i think he is the problem....he always think I am naggy that I often make a big fuss out of that...he realli shd go and review himself...i think the doc love him mann....and his company is so poor thing that they have to pay for his medic every 3 weeks...and in one year time i think he can champion his company as the MC King....Simin help look out for the award for him k? definitely must vote haha

if one day if I realli broke up with him...I guess u all know the reason.

SUNDAY AT MACDONALD

2005-10-03T02:44:00.000+08:00

Have anyone wonder y mother always nag? My mum is not that kind who stays at home everyday.....but she still nags like hell. And when she gets more and more angry ...she threatens that I should leave her house and live on my own since I am already 22. I understand she doesn't realli mean it....But it's realli frustrating to hear that again and again...She always claim that others children got scholarships to study ...people's children go out and work for their own school fees....y her own children are so useless? BUT she always knoes half of the story....those who got scholarships dun work....those who work dun usualli get good results. though i dun have good results and I dun usualli work ..... but if I go and work as I study I definitely FLUNK.....of course i would like to achieve financial independence as soon as possible also. however it is definitely not a wise choice.....one year school fees=6000......diao one sem = 3000....partime can onli earn around 500 per month....just do some simple maths ....it is definitely not worth it. whenever i want to explain to her....she says that I am finding excuses...i think shd realli ask her to go back to school and let her know that studying is not as easy as she thinks.
I mean she is actualli a good mother when she is not angry but i got this silly brother MR HONG XIANG YAO who always agitate her. Then she will scold everyone including mi....
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uploaded some pics:

The card I made for our anniversary ....For those who know mi ....my art is terrible la...so it turn out like that...actualli my idea wasn't like that but sometimes u just cant control when u have limited capability. haha

This is our group's struct 2 project. Nice? Kudos to all civil engineers.......

Last week at Boat Quay's Mac ....

another end of the week....life moves on

TIME TO BUCK UP

2005-09-27T02:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday while flipping thr the calendar i realise its 5 weeks to exam....die....and for those who dunno I have 9 subjects this sem....and for the 4 quizzes I took last week is GONED (meaning deaded).

Ok...enough for the unhappy stuff..

on 29th sept....mi and yang would have been together for 3 yrs...dint realli been through a lot but definitely lots of ups and down. well i think most relationships will have their own problems.....no problem itself is also a problem...a lot of auntie agonies will advise couples "give and take" and accept the other party's shortcomings....but how many people can realli do so.
Luckily for mi, yang will always tolerate my unreasonable tempers. And he also dun mind I audit him .ya la I shdn't be auditing other pple's privacy right? but then I think there shdn't have anything call "privacy" between couple loh...in my opinion...secrets are things that harm a relationship....however there r still things that I buay tahan with him....better dun say later he kill mi.
haiyo 3 yrs liao...so fast.

Just A NorMal Day

2005-09-23T05:46:00.000+08:00

Wooo Hoo just finished my third quiz....Tomo is friday ....one more quiz to go....Haiz but my struct 2 quiz is in a mass. I am actualli typing all this in my school lab ah....Do u noe y? It all begins with yesterday morning.....

The phone rang non stop yesterday morning(usualli nobody ans the calls esp in the morning since most of us are using hp) ....Do u noe who called? Its my dear brother's form teacher....He called my mother's hp since no one pick up the phone at home. And he complained our dear yaoyao play truancy....nv go sch....somemore attitude problem....dress sloppishily to sch. My mother as usual ....EXPLODED.....came back 10 am plus....force ah yao to go see teacher....brought the whole computer to the factory.....I went to the school with yao....his teacher hoh dunno wat to say...he actualli ask yao dun hate him....its his rice bowl thats y he has to do so .....huh ...wat a thing to say loh. I mean u r an educator leh....u tell your students u do all this things is onli for your own rice bowl...though its true u can just keep it to yourself....it just reflects very bad on u.

When i went to my brother's jc yesterday....i realise all the teachers now dress very trendily haha...not like my jc time loh...those teachers realli make mi feel sad abt going sch. nvm the main thing is now i got NO MORE internet connection at home bcos of YAO YAO....haha

Now must mention abit of my fat boi....he say i nv mention him....very troublesome...yesterday we had dinner loh ...outside bugis there...LAKSA haha...went to buy football which he say he got feelings sure win one ....do u noe wat happen in the end? CLAYPOT.....haha luckily I onli buy 10 bucks...he lost 40 loh....

yah going class le....THE END

First Day after Recess week

2005-09-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today very jialat....my legs and hands ache like mad....cant go down stairs ...cant lift my hands ....thanks to kickboxing at Amore.....but i think i need also...I just ate Tian Tian Hou Gou yesterday with Shereen and Jess yesterday. We had an enjoyable night ......playing candles like kids haha

I have got a lot of school work to catch up mann....last week is my holidays.....BUT do u noe that the difference between hell and heaven is onli by one thread...last week is heaven this week is HELL....haiz...haha

To Jos: Tomorrow will be better
To mi: I love studying

An IntroDuction

2005-09-17T02:17:00.000+08:00

This my first blog. Think u all can see lah....havent give my address to others yet so i self entertained myself first...

Having my week break now...Life is happy and eventful... haha as if. Everyday eat and drink.....then sleep....then jog cos guilty u see alamak... miserable loh....

Introduction of mi.....This is mi at TCC. I just had my new hair cut.

B4 my hair cut I look like this....but without the spects....the spects is not mine

This shows more of my new hair....

My mother says i look nicer in my new hair. But I was laughed for one week in school....

The first day I went school with the new hair:

Miss Celina: "Never mind lah....internal beauty is more important."
Miss Shimin giggles in the middle of nowhere when we having our transport tutorial.
Mr Xuejun say he dun wanna look at mi cos that will make him laugh....
Peishan say:"Are u Kelly's fan? "....

haha but now they can more or less accept my hair liao....